Thursday, 22 March 2012

Thank You!!

Assalamualikum..
kali ni aq rse trlalu payah nk telan ap y aq da lalui..
wlwpn prkare 2 da agk mkn mse,,
tp ttp xprnh prgi dr edop aq wlw sdetik..

Ni kisah hubungan aq ngn sowg hmba ALLAH..
dy 1st luv aq..
aq knl dy xlme,,
bwu 2,3 ari knl dy da ajk cple..
aq y xprnh ad exprience,,juz accept..

Tp ttbe ktowg lost cntct..
aq xksh pape pn bb aq mmg xtw cmne cre owg cple..
bdx hingusan bwu nk bljr brcnte,,phm2 jela...
 so aq juz aggp hbgn ktowg da ptos,,its over!!

Then selang bp bln ble aq da cple ngn owg len
dy cntct aq blk..
aq jnis open,,so aq juz lyan..
aq ptos ngn bf aq pn sbb desakan ati aq y trlalu syg kn dy..
ble da mmbe smle,,dy mnx cple ag..
aq accept dy..
aq plx jnis cpt je cye dy,,
ap y dy wt kt blkg aq lgsg aq xambk ksh..
bkn ap,,aq juz xnk kong2 dy,,sbb aq pn xnk d kong2..
upenye dy ad pmpn len..
ble aq tw,,aq tros mnx ptos..
its over!!

Aq still blh edop cm bese wlw xd dy,,
tp skli skle ad la jgk egt n pk sal dy..
aq buang sume kngn aq ngn dy..
aq xsgke dy blh cntct aq smle..
time 2 aq da form4..

Dy mnx mf,,
dy ngaku dy slh,,
dy bgtw y dy da ptos ngn gf dy,,
dy ckp dy xblh lpekn aq,,
n 4 da next dy mnx cple,,
wokey aq mf kn dy n ktowg cple blk..
agpn sbnrnye aq tpu dri aq sndri
aq xblh lpekn dy
wlwpn aq cple ngn owg len,,
tp dy da 1st in my heart..

Kli ni aq rse hbgn ktowg cm lbh brmkne
aq hnye ad dy sowg
aq da xksh pd mne2 laki..
aq rse edop aq ckop lgkap dgn ad nye dy..
aq wt pape je y blh wt dy epy..
tp kdg2 aq mmg xthan dgn hobi dy y stu 2,,mmncing..
klw dy da mncg,,nk mcg mmg ssh..
dala tiap2 mggu dy mncing..
tp aq fllow je ngn prngai dy 2,,
syg pnye psal la knon!!

Abz skola,,aq dpt invite msok mtrx,,
smpi mtrx la hbgn ktowg bek wlwpn kdg2 ad jgk gado2
adt la an dlm  brcnte,,
owg ckp asam garam dlm ssbuah hbgn..
 ari2 ktowg mcg,,ari2 aq cl dy
kdt aq y byk abz bb cl dy..
tp aq xksh bb syg pnye psal...

Tp xlme ps2,,
mmbe aq cl aq tnye sal hbgn aq ngn dy ad pape y xkne k??
aq ckp la aq ok je ngn dy..
ble aq tnye knp,,mmbe aq jd srbe slh nk bgtw..
byk kli dy soh aq sbar,,dy psan aq jgn mrh klw dy bgtw..
aq nek gubra..
byk tnde soal dlm pale aq time 2..
Mmbe aq bgtw y hmbe ALLAH 2 ad brgmbr msre ngn sowg pmpn dlm fb,,
siap wt profile picture ag 2...

Then ps abz klz stu ari 2,,aq tros g cc,,
ble aq bkk je fb dy,,
aq jd kaku,,
aq xtw ap y aq rse dats time..
aq xprnh brgmbr brdue ngn dy slme aq knl dy,,
tp ngn pmpn 2??
sgt2 msre!!
tnpe aq prsn,,
airmte aq laju je tron,,
abz bsah kain aq..

Aq cntrol emosi aq,,then aq blk blik..
aq mnd,,
dlm toilet aq nangis smhu2 nye bwh shower..
aq pk kt mne kddukn aq dlm ati dy slme ni??
sdgkn dy stu2 nye laki y tragung slen fmly dlm ati aq..
aritu dy mcg aq cm bese,,
aq tnye dy molek2,,dy ad smbnyi pape xdpd aq,,
dy ckp xd...
aq hmbur la psal fb 2..
kantoi,,,,
ap blh wt,,
aq bkn jnis y sbar sgt,,
aq pn bkn jnis y ske d duekn..
aq mnx ptos,,
its over!!

Wlwpn bg dy ktowg still cple,,
tp x bg aq..
aq brsyukur aq still ad mmbe y bek,,
dowg la y jd bahu aq,,
dala fmly jaoh..
hnye mmbe2 jela pneman aq..

Xlme lps 2,,aq dpt tw dy ptos ngn pmpn 2
tp dy ad pmpn len,,
bjak sggoh dy prmen kn pmpn..
mudh btol pmpn cair ngn dy!!
ap ilmu dy gne pn aq xtw..

Smpi skunk,,aq cbe buang rse wndu,,syg,,cnte aq pd dy..
tp sume nye sia2..
sume nye xjalan..
ble mcg,,
aq salu ckp y aq da buang sume kngn2 aq brsme dy,,
aq bnci dy,,
aq xprnh lpe ap y dy wt pd aq,,
tp 2sume tpu!!
aq tpu dy,,
aq tpu prsaan aq..
aq syg dy,,
aq wndu dy,,
aq cnte dy,,
n aq xprnh pn bnci dy,,
stiap mse aq msti dgn dy wlwpn dy da xd ngn aq..

Aq trkilan nk jmpe mk dy,,
nk jmpe fmly dy,,
nk g uma dy,,
nk jln2 ngn dy mcm cple len,,
nk ajk dy dtg jmpe parents aq,,
nk wt sume nye ngn dy..
Skunk aq da xd dy
dy da bhgie ngn owg y dy syg..
thnx 4evrythng
thnx coz u destroy my heart
thnx coz ko da bina smpadan dlm ati aq tok tme owg len dlm edop aq
thnx coz ko da ajr aq ati2 tok cye sang lelaki
thnx coz ko TIPU AQ!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH
MUHAMMAD SHAHIRWAN BIN BASSERANY

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