ap mslh ko??!!!

assalamualaikum..

sbnrnye aq xtw ap y aq nk tlis tok entry kli ni..

ermm....

haa aq ad 1cte..

sbnrnye aq nk luahkn rse xpuas ati aq kt mnsia skliling aq ni..

skunk aq da msok sem2 1st year..

sem lpas aq epy je,,

yela sem lpas aq ad mmbe y 1pale

so nk wt ap pn ktowg plan siap2 n sume smooth je..

tp ad gk la 2,3 plan ktowg xmnjd..

but,,,

dis sem mmg agk bngang r jgk..

skunk aq juz ad kq lily y stie mnmani aq mne je aq nk g..

aq pn salu tman dy g mne2...

nk d jdkn cte,,,

one time 2,,ad la mmat dr klz len pndg aq smacam..

aq plik gk,,tp juz ignore kn je..

aq wt la cm bese2 je...

yela,,mnsia dianugerahkn mate olh ALLAH an,,

so ske ati dowg la nk tgk ap pn...

tp y kes aq ni,,

dax ni siap tgk then mlot pn join skli..

plg aq xthan n y mkin wt aq syak 2,,

1arini lctre cnceled bb blackout..

then aq ngn 2owg ag mmbe aq dok la kt sblah lbry,,

crmin lbry 2 jnis crmin itam,,so klw nk wt crmin mmg blh sgt..

aq dok ngadap crmin lbry 2,,

then aq nmpk mmat 2jln ngn mmbe dy kt blkg aq

siap tgk arh ktowg ddok,,

pstu mlot dy xtw la ap y d ckp nye..

aq tnye mmbe y dok dpn aq,,

mmbe aq 2pn prsn dpd dlm klz lctre ag...

xp,,aq wt bdo ag,,tp mmg agk pnas r an..

then,,ble mmat 2 kuo ngn mkwe dy,,

ngn mkwe2 dy skli pndg aq len mcm..

mslhnye bkn aq sowg je y kne,,

kq lily pn kne gk..

plg ktowg angin,,,

mne2 ktowg g,,tiap2 ari plx 2,,

msti akn nmpk dowg...

mmg jdoh gle r owg ckp!!

sumpah aq da nek fed up dok cni...

ati mmg rngan je rse nk blah dr cni

tp aq pk sal fmly aq...

bb nt akn effect pd dowg gk,,mnyushkn dowg..

so,,nk wt cmne ag an..

trpkse la aq hdapi sume ni wlwpn ati rse cm nk gle..

skunk klw trsrmpak ngn dowg,,ktowg sggop lari ekot jln len

sbb mmg da xsggop nk tgk muke y mnyesakkn mate..

lntak la dy nk ckp ktowg ni pngecut o wt...

siyes aq da bnci tgk muke dowg 2...

cp sggop weyhh,,

xtw ap slh,,ttbe je kne attact g2...

haa aq egt 1ari 2,,mse dax2 suksis ad lthn,,

ex-rmte aq,,kq mila pn join suksis 2,,

then time aq nmpk kq mila,,

blh plx mnah 2 nga paut lengan kq mila??

perhh dy rpat upenye ngn kq mila..

then ble aq hlur tgn nk salam ngn kq mila,,

dy tros sentak tgn dy 2...

nmpk sgt la an dy mmg anti ngn aq..

aq xphm r ngn mnsia ni,,

ad gk jnis cm2 an...

cbe r klw ko xpuas ati,,

face 2face ngn aq,,,

cte ngn aq ap y ko xpuas ati sgt ngn aq..

nk gk aq tw ksah sbnrnye..

fed up tol edop cenggini!!!

aku mintak maaf

sowy,,

bkn niat aq nk lyan ko cm2..

aq xsuke nk mrh2 ko

nk maki hamun ko

nk prli ko..

aq syg ko

aq tpu ble aq ckp aq bnci ko

xd scbis bnci pn dlm ati aq pd ko...

tp ad sbb aq wt sume 2

aq xnk ko wt bnde y sme pd owg y syg ko skunk..

aq xnk owg rse ap y aq rse

bio la aq sowg je rse bnde 2

jgn la ko ulang pd pmpn2 len ag

ckop la...

plz la setia

jge ati owg y syg ko

jgn prmenkn ati n prsaan dy...

pape pn my heart is your's

aq xblh buang syg aq pd ko

wlw da mcm2 cre aq cbe

n sbb syg 2 jgk,,

aq xblh tme cnte dr owg len

krne aq tw aq akn tpu dowg n ati aq sndri
ko ttap dlm ati aq

xd cp y blh gnti syg aq pd ko

sjjurnye aq msih hrapkn ko

wlw ko xkn kmbli pd aq ag..

Thank You!!

Assalamualikum..

kali ni aq rse trlalu payah nk telan ap y aq da lalui..

wlwpn prkare 2 da agk mkn mse,,

tp ttp xprnh prgi dr edop aq wlw sdetik..

Ni kisah hubungan aq ngn sowg hmba ALLAH..

dy 1st luv aq..

aq knl dy xlme,,

bwu 2,3 ari knl dy da ajk cple..

aq y xprnh ad exprience,,juz accept..

Tp ttbe ktowg lost cntct..

aq xksh pape pn bb aq mmg xtw cmne cre owg cple..

bdx hingusan bwu nk bljr brcnte,,phm2 jela...

 so aq juz aggp hbgn ktowg da ptos,,its over!!

Then selang bp bln ble aq da cple ngn owg len

dy cntct aq blk..

aq jnis open,,so aq juz lyan..

aq ptos ngn bf aq pn sbb desakan ati aq y trlalu syg kn dy..

ble da mmbe smle,,dy mnx cple ag..

aq accept dy..

aq plx jnis cpt je cye dy,,

ap y dy wt kt blkg aq lgsg aq xambk ksh..

bkn ap,,aq juz xnk kong2 dy,,sbb aq pn xnk d kong2..

upenye dy ad pmpn len..

ble aq tw,,aq tros mnx ptos..

its over!!

Aq still blh edop cm bese wlw xd dy,,

tp skli skle ad la jgk egt n pk sal dy..

aq buang sume kngn aq ngn dy..

aq xsgke dy blh cntct aq smle..

time 2 aq da form4..

Dy mnx mf,,

dy ngaku dy slh,,

dy bgtw y dy da ptos ngn gf dy,,

dy ckp dy xblh lpekn aq,,

n 4 da next dy mnx cple,,

wokey aq mf kn dy n ktowg cple blk..

agpn sbnrnye aq tpu dri aq sndri

aq xblh lpekn dy

wlwpn aq cple ngn owg len,,

tp dy da 1st in my heart..

Kli ni aq rse hbgn ktowg cm lbh brmkne

aq hnye ad dy sowg

aq da xksh pd mne2 laki..

aq rse edop aq ckop lgkap dgn ad nye dy..

aq wt pape je y blh wt dy epy..

tp kdg2 aq mmg xthan dgn hobi dy y stu 2,,mmncing..

klw dy da mncg,,nk mcg mmg ssh..

dala tiap2 mggu dy mncing..

tp aq fllow je ngn prngai dy 2,,

syg pnye psal la knon!!

Abz skola,,aq dpt invite msok mtrx,,

smpi mtrx la hbgn ktowg bek wlwpn kdg2 ad jgk gado2

adt la an dlm  brcnte,,

owg ckp asam garam dlm ssbuah hbgn..

 ari2 ktowg mcg,,ari2 aq cl dy

kdt aq y byk abz bb cl dy..

tp aq xksh bb syg pnye psal...

Tp xlme ps2,,

mmbe aq cl aq tnye sal hbgn aq ngn dy ad pape y xkne k??

aq ckp la aq ok je ngn dy..

ble aq tnye knp,,mmbe aq jd srbe slh nk bgtw..

byk kli dy soh aq sbar,,dy psan aq jgn mrh klw dy bgtw..

aq nek gubra..

byk tnde soal dlm pale aq time 2..

Mmbe aq bgtw y hmbe ALLAH 2 ad brgmbr msre ngn sowg pmpn dlm fb,,

siap wt profile picture ag 2...

Then ps abz klz stu ari 2,,aq tros g cc,,

ble aq bkk je fb dy,,
aq jd kaku,,

aq xtw ap y aq rse dats time..

aq xprnh brgmbr brdue ngn dy slme aq knl dy,,

tp ngn pmpn 2??

sgt2 msre!!

tnpe aq prsn,,

airmte aq laju je tron,,

abz bsah kain aq..

Aq cntrol emosi aq,,then aq blk blik..

aq mnd,,

dlm toilet aq nangis smhu2 nye bwh shower..

aq pk kt mne kddukn aq dlm ati dy slme ni??

sdgkn dy stu2 nye laki y tragung slen fmly dlm ati aq..

aritu dy mcg aq cm bese,,

aq tnye dy molek2,,dy ad smbnyi pape xdpd aq,,

dy ckp xd...

aq hmbur la psal fb 2..

kantoi,,,,

ap blh wt,,

aq bkn jnis y sbar sgt,,

aq pn bkn jnis y ske d duekn..

aq mnx ptos,,

its over!!

Wlwpn bg dy ktowg still cple,,

tp x bg aq..

aq brsyukur aq still ad mmbe y bek,,

dowg la y jd bahu aq,,

dala fmly jaoh..

hnye mmbe2 jela pneman aq..

Xlme lps 2,,aq dpt tw dy ptos ngn pmpn 2

tp dy ad pmpn len,,

bjak sggoh dy prmen kn pmpn..

mudh btol pmpn cair ngn dy!!

ap ilmu dy gne pn aq xtw..

Smpi skunk,,aq cbe buang rse wndu,,syg,,cnte aq pd dy..

tp sume nye sia2..

sume nye xjalan..

ble mcg,,

aq salu ckp y aq da buang sume kngn2 aq brsme dy,,

aq bnci dy,,

aq xprnh lpe ap y dy wt pd aq,,

tp 2sume tpu!!

aq tpu dy,,

aq tpu prsaan aq..

aq syg dy,,

aq wndu dy,,

aq cnte dy,,

n aq xprnh pn bnci dy,,

stiap mse aq msti dgn dy wlwpn dy da xd ngn aq..

Aq trkilan nk jmpe mk dy,,

nk jmpe fmly dy,,

nk g uma dy,,

nk jln2 ngn dy mcm cple len,,

nk ajk dy dtg jmpe parents aq,,

nk wt sume nye ngn dy..

Skunk aq da xd dy

dy da bhgie ngn owg y dy syg..

thnx 4evrythng

thnx coz u destroy my heart

thnx coz ko da bina smpadan dlm ati aq tok tme owg len dlm edop aq

thnx coz ko da ajr aq ati2 tok cye sang lelaki

thnx coz ko TIPU AQ!!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH

MUHAMMAD SHAHIRWAN BIN BASSERANY